Tuesday, December 30, 2008


How time flies, my 2 months maternity leave came and went, psssttttttt…. just like that!

My first day of maternity leave was 1 Syawal — a paid holiday of course (alhamdulillah..the beauty of keja makan gaji). So, last week on 2 December I have already to figure out how to turn off the mom-brain and focus to work.Duhhhhh!!!

Like most mums, I am getting really upset while at work and feels so bad for leaving my 2 cutey-mutey princess since we’ve hardly been apart (especially dgn Kak Long tu..)

But, I think most of us working mums have what I call "mother guilt" for pretty much everything kan… but we learn to live with it and recognize it for what it is :) We might like to be home full-time but for a multitude of reasons (unlimited wants, atau dlm bahasa yg mudah phm, nafsu shopping yg melampau.. bla..bla) we simply can't!

Plus, we'll always find something to feel guilty about, where our kids are concerned LOL ;) And I think this feeling will last forever and ever from the day they are born up to we left this world…Bila fikir balik patut la mak-mak kita still kalut risaukan kita wpun dah besa panjang..only mums understand the feeling of being a mum..right?

So, as a theraphy of this 'jiwa kacau', my hubby and I do some shopping.We call this shopping as 'Back To School Work'...lalalala..As usual, kalo pasal shopping and jalan2,I takkan tolak hokey..!I am really excited (sikit je sbenarnya, tak le 'really pon) to start my day at work if there are new things to wear mcm baju ke..kasut ker.So, without any doubt I bought this..

my new office shoe..

my favorite brand, CROCS. Sasari merah tu nampak dah tak sesuai utk dipakai selepas ngandung ni sb my working place quite strict for sandals. So, I bought this one. Tesangat comfortable..and I nak tukar imej sket. Asyik keperempuanan jer..boring!keremajaan plak eh?tehehee..mula2 ingat nak amik purple color.Nampak sgt manis..tp mcm tak sesuai and tak formal utk keja.At last,black jgk..And yg saya paling suka..munga2 tu.Tp ada ke patut bagi bunga sebelah jer..lg sebelah kena beli sendiri.Seketul bunga tu 8 hengget..punya la mencekik darah!Tapi saya tetap sukeeeeee...
Dan..yg paling best my beloved hadiahkan Alain Delon handbag yg sgt klasik & elegan utk ari petama keja. Untuk menambah semangat ketanya..ehee..I likeyyyyy

sweet kan my beloved nih!

At Work

My routine start at 5 am. Kena bgn awal supaya tak kelam kabut kalau Humaira tejaga dr tido. Prepare apa2 yg patut utk keja.Pukul 7 dah kena gerak dr umah. Before that kena nyusukan Humaira sampai dia tetido balik..

am (pagi)

8:00 - Start keja..sbm tu beli breakfast and apa2 yg patut.Ni routine biasa la

8:30 - Sesi ngepam yg petama..(dpt dlm 5 oz)

9-10:30 - Keja..

11:00 - Sesi pump yg ke-2 (dpt 4-5 oz)

11:30-1 - Keja lg...

pm (petang)

1-2 - lunch hour I balik umah..direct feeding and spot checking my maid.

2-3:30 - Start keja balik..

4:00 - Third pump session..(dpt 4 oz)

4:30-5:30 - Keja ..

6:00 - Last session (dpt 2 oz)
6:30 : balik keja and direct feeding..

extra ice packs and this book I beli kat Mom's Little Ones

Just for my lil' baby..

And..to stimulate the breast milk, I put their photos at my work station..ilang sket rasa rindu..

Hezryn Amyra (left) and Humaira Sufea (right)..my angels!

Dan..untuk menghilangkan tekanan perasaan, I amik gambar sendiri dlm toilet. Pose malas nak keja namanya..(yg ni jgn tiru ek..tak elok utk pekembangan karier anda)

me..in the office toilet..ehee..gambar takde motif

I'm going to miss them so much plus I'm really worried that I'm not going to be in the right head space to get my work done for these 2-3 weeks in time. So, please excuse me for that yer boss:)

Insyaallah..new year will come with new spirit and new revolution!

To my beloved kids..

As hard as those times away from us, the more enjoyable our time together will be!Muasssss..

New Blog Face for 2009!

After many trials and cobaan 1,2,3..I think this is the best template for my cute sexy blog..hahaaa..barula ada feeeelll nak update selalu :) (niat tu penting...)

Friday, December 05, 2008

She's so adorable..isn't she..;)

My sweety,Hezryn Amyra acts like an Old Mature Woman..;-)

I find my 1 year and 9 months old daughter amusing and I really enjoy watching her acting like an old mature woman. Seems to me that my princess is emulating me. She wants to do the things I do...

My baby daughter fell in love with :
  • My cellphone and my other digital gadgets..my handset dah takde rupa handset for ur information..semua button dah tertanggal.pecah ngan calar usah cakap laa..uhuhuh..(dgn harapan my beloved beli kan le yg baru :o)
  • Shoes... Kalau shopping, she loves to try all kinds - especially heels

ok tak ni papa..?

okla..hezryn amik yg ni utk raya..

dia tau jer baju putih padan dgn kasut putih..bagi warna lain dia reject!

  • My 'beg mekap'. She likes to check out the things inside my bag like my lipstick, mascara, face powder etc. and she knows where to put and what's the use of this products.

  • Papa's Personal Workstation..she a has a toy laptop but she dont like it because she likes desktop pc. She likes to type and do her fingers on the keyboard and scroll the mouse too..(Pengganti Bill Gates kot nanti eh..?)

  • My AVENT breastpump..teeheeehee..soooo cute!

She learns through observation..

  • Dia juga sgt suka bergaya..kalau jalan jauh2 sikit mesti nak pakai sunglass..dan tak suka selekeh2..mesti nak pakai 'baby cardigans' with sleeveless dress.Dia kurenggg suka dress yg beropon2 atau jenis kilat2.mesti nangis mintak tukar!

mulutnya automatic jadik camtu kalau pakai sunglass..hehehe

dress with baby cardigans

  • And..my sweety Hezryn Amyra sgt suka swimming.tapi bukan swimming pun..jalan dlm air.kalau dia berendam dlm pool, dia xsuka org pegang2 tgn dia..dia nak jalan sendiri..mak aii..sgt la bahaya especialy kalau air takat dada dia camni..tp papa selaku pelatih skuad kebangsaan kata takpe...train her to be brave yer papa :)

swimming..?walking jer..ehehe

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Kehabisan Botol..!


Wupssss..Not enough AVENT bottles to store my breastmilk la..
Pikir punya pikir..I think it is unnecessary for me to buy another boxes of AVENT bottles (which can cost me about RM50+++..)
Rasa xberbaloi kalau setakat dijadikan stock container (in the freezer)
Actually, banyak lg botol2 lain yg I tak guna (from hampers, gift,etc)
rugi plak kalau tak pakai kan..
so, I basuh and steril..and ready to be used as my stock container..
But, I have to transfer breastmilk from bottle to bottle la plak bcoz my sweet lil' princess refuses other than AVENT bottles...(haih..dah pandai memilih anak mama nih..)

akhirnya saya bleh guna botol2 yg chomel2 nih..yeayy..
Classic Pooh bottles with “PVC-Free” label...siap dgn drying rack tu..


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